NATALIE NOVAKOVIC
Looking At The Bright Side
My advice? Don't give up. If you are in a situation, look at it for what it is and make that change for yourself. Consciously choose yourself and your future. You are worthy, you are love, and you are light 🌟
Everyone goes through bad times but if you keep pushing, if you stay positive, if you want a better life for yourself.....go after it. Yes, there will be obstacles, yes you will struggle...but when you reach your destination....it'll be worth it!
To be able to have my own space during this time, even if it's for a few days or for a lifetime was worth the wait. Even though it can be a challenge I love practicing self-care, self-love, and patience. I bought myself a flower because that's how special I am. Even if others weren't/aren't able to see it.
To the woman yesterday who paid for my dinner, thank you(: To my friends who have supported me in every way, thank you. No one's love/actions go unnoticed. I will always remember the kindness and support I received from others.
Basically, if I can do this....you can go after what you want as well!
I am no longer allowing negative energies to control me over this lifetime. I am pushing those energies away. You no longer have power over me. If you want happiness, you gain it yourself. You're the only one who can make yourself happy!
In close, trust yourself and you will receive blessings 🦋
Know that your experiences are real. Don't allow anyone to convince you otherwise. You are not alone 💫
Free Goodies!! The universe blesses those who take care of themselves(:
Living Situation
Early July 2023
For a few weeks I was staying with a friend who has witnessed/been with me through some of my most disturbing experiences: living with involuntary eye movements for a year and suffering while my family had ABSOULETY NO sense of urgency to get me off that medication. From constantly going into hospitals and having doctors/nurses tell me nothing is wrong. That they can't find the cause because it "couldn't be the medication." Doing an EEG and a MRI because a doctor told me it could be my brain. Then receiving the results that my brain was NORMAL. From having my family go into my personal bedroom and act like they reserved the right to go through, look, and take my things such as fruit/quarters (videos/photos in my "Betrayal: Believe Me Now?" page). As if I am not a grown ass adult. AS IF!!! *I hope you get the reference lol!
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He deserves this paragraph because not only has he been understanding and kind.....but he has dealt with my emotions regarding my mother/living situation. As I have listened to him and displayed my love in a way that he is comfortable with.
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Not only did he let me stay with him for weeks because he is such good friend....but he helped me out knowing that he was going through his own struggles as well. While staying with him, I cleaned up after myself in the bathroom and kitchen. He did all he could, as I saw, while I was staying there. Taking care of a dog he loves very much and cleaning up in the house.
For him to welcome me into his car, his space, his time, his events, his emotions, his thoughts......I just have to say I am extremely grateful. He deserves the world. We both do. I want to say thank you for being such a great friend. Truly.
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I know as any friendship we have our faults, but I love that we can talk things out/communicate. I love that we can continue to grow together/move forward each day.
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Remember you are capable, you are intelligent, you are talented, you are creative, you are understanding, you are learning, you are growing, and you are loved!
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I hope you read this!
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Love,
Nat(:
My First Camping Experience
Late July 2023
I went camping for the first time! I enjoyed it! Definitely looked within and enjoyed spending time with people who showed their true authentic selves! I always wanted to go too! When I was on medication I did not need, that caused me horrible side effects. I realized it wouldn't be an enjoyable time because my body temperature would fluctuate. I guess I had to wait until the time was right!
Did some cleaning. I am realizing I am here for a reason. To help those here and implement faith in myself. I may get in trouble for this in the morning? However, I only have good intentions(:
Keep Pushing! As Dory would say "Just keep swimming!"
New City
Hello! So I wanted to add to my positivity page and spread some light! I am in a new city now. Away from the past toxicity and doing some healing(:
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I met some really cool people who have been very helpful! They have showed some serious sweetness towards me! Very grateful for all they do!
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I am learning a lot from them and I can kind of see they are learning from me as well! Which is pretty cool lol.
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I am enjoying myself so far and I realize my self worth/ To not only take care of myself but those who show me through their words/actions that they care for me. I am very loyal friend and positivity energy is reciprocated and expressed. I will do as much as I can for others when I can!
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Of course, people will twist words, photos, and videos....but that's why it's important to speak up when you can. You are NOT a victim! You have all the power in the world to get yourself to where you want to be in life! Even if you think you can't do it or you don't have the money/resources.....there is ALWAYS a way. Just believe in yourself. If you believe in yourself...you'll make it/ You'll be ok!
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